JYJ, or JaeJoong Yoochun and Junsu, pecahan DBSK ini memang terkenal sangat kreatif. Selepasnya dari grup besar Korea, DBSK, tak membuat mereka kehabisan akal untuk tetap eksis di dunia entertaimen. Total album yang mereka liris tahun ini mencapai 4 album! belum lagi ditambah album solo per-member yang nggak kalah eksis nya di dunia hiburan Korea, bahkan Dunia. Nah yang kali ini aku pengen share adalah semua lirik JYJ dari album Their Rooms. Entah mengapa aku suka banget sama "meaning" di semua lagu ini. Berasa nge-gambarin perasaan mereka sebelum-saat-dan setelah lepas dari keluarga mereka, DBSK. So, check it out guys :').
1. Mission
Romaji
Just pull it off
Dashi hanbeon sijak dwineun naui stage
tugeowojin jomyeong arae milryeo oneun feel yo! my screaming
shimjangwi seumyeon oneun naui music
let’s get it party tonight crazy
I gotta dance now
nal hothage mandeuneun bulah bulah melody oh oh oh
alseu obtneun ikeulrime beat it beat it crazly oh oh oh
you made me feel shock
I must feel this
nae mome jumuneul gorobonda Let’s go
mission make it mission let’s go
mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I want you screaming JYJ verse 2
umjigineun nae sonjiso nae hochom pajyeo pajyeobwa baby
heundeurineun ni momjiseun give up give up give up shaking
yodongchineun nae momchuise hamseongi deulryeo unda
ijeneun naui stage what’s that baby want you baby
nal choihage mandeneun kungchithak rideum oh oh oh
alseu obtneun ikeulrime beat it beat it crazly oh oh oh
you made me feel shock
I must feel this
dashi hanbeon jumuneul gorobonda Let’s go
mission make it mission let’s go
mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I want you screaming JYJ dance now
so, probably your money is unpublic
try to save my life like a puppy and cream
another hot movie character bumble bee
treat me like a slave and I pray is it halloween
trick or treats oh please don’t even try
to pull my head down your way
brand new person. A man?
so fuck off no more talk
nal hothage mandeuneun bulah bulah melody oh oh oh
alseu obtneun ikeulrime beat it beat it crazly oh oh oh
you made me feel shock
I must feel this
majimak jumuneul goreobonda let’s go
mission make it mission let’s go
mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I want you screaming JYJ one more time
mission make it mission let’s go
mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission let’s go mission make it go
I want you screaming JYJ dance now
Translation
My stage that has begun once more
Under the blazing lights, the surging
feel yo! my screaming
My heart’s music that permeates
Let’s get it party tonight crazy
I gotta dance now
It makes me hot, the bulah bulah melody Oh oh
An unknown attraction beat it beat it crazily Oh oh oh
You made me feel me shock! I must feel this
I cast a spell on my body
Let’s go!
Mission make it mission let’s go
Mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I want u screaming, JYJ verse 2
With my moving hand gestures
My breath, fall, fall for me
Your shaking body movement give up
give up give up give up shaking
My moving body gestures are met with shouts
This is now my stage~
What’s that baby what you baby
It makes me intoxicated
The boom-chi-ka rhythm Oh oh oh~
An unknown attraction beat it beat it crazily Oh oh oh
You made me feel me shock! I must feel this
I cast a spell on my body let’s go!
Mission make it mission let’s go
Mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I want u screaming, JYJ dance now
so, probably your money is unpublic
try to save my life like a puppy and cream
another hot movie character bumble bee
treat me like a slave and I pray is it halloween
trick or treats oh please don’t even try
to pull my head down your way
brand new person. A man?
so fuck off no more talk
It makes me hot, the bulah bulah melody Oh oh
An unknown attraction beat it beat it crazily Oh oh oh
You made me feel me shock! I must feel this
I cast a spell on my body Let’s go!
Mission make it mission let’s go
Mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I want u screaming, JYJ one more time
Mission make it mission let’s go
Mission make it make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I must go make it mission Let’s go mission make it go
I want u screaming, JYJ dance now
2. Nine
Romaji
neoneun sarangiran gorani?
annya sashil nado moreugesseo
danjeo moreuge Ye
gaseumi ddwegeobgo mak twigo jakkuu nunmuri hollona
otteohke haeya haneun goni
chajjaga mureup kkeurumyeon dweni
nado moreuge Ye
gyeosok neoreul chatgo ddo dwigo
goldabomyon ddo jejariya
Do let you love me, Do not want to forget
saero sijakharyeo haedo
swibge dwejiga anhneun
uri sarang nae gieok, chueokdul~
ori dagan jeulsu jeucha eobneun naega dwiyo seunni
jinan nareun ijyo ojik seoroman
jikyeo gamyondwae
ije urin alsu itjanha
malhaji anhado aljanha
maeil, molji andeon eojeman
sori chimyeondwe
malhaji mothaeseo mianhae
saranghanda geudaeyeo
myot beonigo jonhwado haebwasseo
museun mareun halka geominhaesseo
nado moreuge Ye~
jameun jago ironal ddaedo giseong neol chatge dwenungoya
Do let you love me, Do not want to forget
saero sijakharyeo haedo
swibge dwejiga anhneun
uri sarang nae gieok, chueokdul~
do isang gamcheulsu jeucha eobneun naega dweyo seunni
jinan nareun ijyo ojik seoroman
jikyeo gamyondwae
ije urin alsu itjanha
malhaji anhado aljanha
maeil, molji andeon eojeman
sori chimyeondwe
malhaji mothaeseo mianhae
saranghanda geudaeyeo
jigeume nareulbwa
naldo deogyeoni beorinnae moseup jom osaekhajiman
gidaryeo neomu meoreo jijimalja
nae aphaese sanggwa nan yaksokhalteni
jinan nareun ijyo ojik seoroman
jikyeo gamyondwae
ije urin alsu itjanha
malhaji anhado aljanha
maeil, molji andeon eojeman
sori chimyeondwe
malhaji mothaeseo mianhae
saranghanda geudaeyeo
Translation
do you know what’s call love?
no~ in fact I have no idea about it too…
just don’t know it Ye
my heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
what should I do?
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
I don’t know too Ye
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
even if I want to start anew
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
My memories. sweet memories~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
forget the old days~
We just need to have the 2 of us
know we know it, don’t we
we know it even if we don’t say it out
tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
i’m sorry that I can’t say it
i love you my dear
maybe times i’ve tried calling
I’ve been thinking about what to say…
I don’t know it too Ye~
even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
look at me, look at the me now
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
3. Pierrot
Romaji
Oh~ Oh~~~~~~~~
nan noui Pierrot jongmallo utgyeo
noege da bachyo jjidulro my mine
naen nappen our bro donappen meotdo obnun
wanjeonhan neon pro jeoldaero p.s.m
ajik eorin naege ddo museun jichulhage ddo
ideoreoun somchiwo
sangdaedo hajima
eojeui uriga annya
no just do not touch me
I’m not a pierrot
deo neoupeun hanurul deungjigo salgoshippo
jayurul jalgoshipo
donophi fly fly
namanui saenggaki isseo
namanui insaengi isseo
gameuk gateun geudae chueok hagishiro
yongwonhi bye bye bye
neoege saenggak jibeochyo
naui geuphinggyeo jibeochyo
jokdo rukdo gothong seuroun naldeuro
gadeun haltenika
nun gamado boyeo nan ije master
ddeureobsi ppago deureo oneun geon no no
geu jeongdo hwabo ddawie gaduryeo hajima
sesangeul jalbwa neomu na meotjyo
no just do not touch me
I’m not a pierrot
deo neopeun hanurul deungjigo salgoshippo
jayurul algoshipo donophi fly fly
namanui saenggaki isseo
namanui insaengi isseo
gameuk gateun geudae chueok hagishiro
yongwonhi bye bye bye
noege saenggak jibeochyo
noege phinggyeo jibeochyo
jokdo rukdo gothong seuroun naldeuro
gadeun haltenika
no future no freedom
it’s just like a chase for us
but it don’t matter now we’re
just gonna walk our way
for the rest of my life
namanui saenggaki isseo
namanui insaengi isseo
gameuk gateun geudae chueok hagishiro
yongwonhi bye bye bye
noege saenggak jibeochyo
noege phinggyeo jibeochyo
jokdo rukdo gothong seuroun naldoro
gadeun haltenika
Translation
Oh~ Oh~~~~~~~~
Me, as your Pierrot, it’s really a joke
my mind getting it all from you, it dirty my mind
In front of me, my bro. in front of money, I’m nothing
you’re a perfect pro, truly a p.s.m.
What kind of doings will you do to the me who is still young
Take away your dirty hands
Don’t even try to confront
we’re no longer the us from yesterday
I still see it even if I close my eyes
I’m now the master
delving like there’s no end no. no
Don’t try to measure it up with fortune or misfortune for this extend
Look properly at the world. It’s so beautiful
no. just do not touch me
I’m not a pierrot
I want to live under a wider sky
I want to know the meaning of freedom. Fly fly much higher
There’s only thoughts about myself
There’s only my own life
I hate having to think about the days living in a prisoner cell
Forever Bye bye bye
throw away those thoughts only of u
throw away those excuses of yours
because it will only be filled with those days of misery and pain
no future no freedom It’s just like a chase for us but it doesn’t matter
now we’re just gonna walk out way for the rest of my life
4. Fallen Leaves
Romaji
barami bunda noulri jigo
unmyeongi uri motgeman haedo
shigan heureugojinagan jarigitda
sarang ingabwa geurium ingabwa
ne misoga ne ane muldeuda
kkotji jin hue urineun dashi shijak
*nagyeom uirul georeumyon
hamkkeman itjamyeo
nae maeum samkhin geudae
yongwonheul yaksokhalge
nuni bushige
areumdaun kkume
siryeoni dagaunabwa
eodumi gago
saebyeoki umyeon
oneuse go gieoke momunda
ojik neol hyanghan nae maeum
i seude maechinda
nagyeom wirul georumyeon
hamkeman itjamyeon
nae maeum samkhin geudae
yongwonheul yaksokhalge
nuni bushige
areumdaun kkume
siryeoni dagaunabwa
gadeun haneul araeseo
gadeun kkumeul guneun
bichui byeoldeurui hyangyeon
geucheokje enae momeulsido
onjenga dashi bureul norae
geunari chajaugetji
saranghanda malhage
unmomeul dahaeseo
yessunganui ddolrimeul
yongwonhi ganjikhalge
hyeonshire garyeo
neol bolsu obsodo
dashineol chajeultenikka
sarangingabwa
geurieumin gabwa
ne misoga ne ane muldeunda
kkotji jinhue urinun
dashi shijak
dashi shijak
dashi shijak
Translation
the wind is blowing a glowing of the sky
the fated 2 of us even if it’s a distance away
the time passes the spaces that passes by is long
it seems to be love it seems to be longing
your smile has captivated me
after the flowers have fallen we will start all over again
if we walk on the fallen leaves while we’re together
the lady who took my heart I promise eternally
shimmering to the eyes in the beautiful dream
seems like an ordeal has come
gone the darkness come the morning
remain in the memory unaware always towards you
my heart fills with tears
if we walk on the fallen leaves while we’re together
the lady who took my heart I promise eternally
shimmering to the eyes in the beautiful dream
seems like an ordeal has come
under the same sky we dream of the same dream
the brightness of the star’s lights’ this occassion captivated me
a song that will be sang someday that day will come for sure
i will say I love you with all my heart-felt feelings
the fear of the past i will cherish it eternally
going towards the reality even if I can’t see you
I will come back for you
seems like it’s love seems like it’s longing
your smile has captivated me
after the flowers have fallen, we~
start over again
start over again
start over again
5. I.D.S (I Deal Scenario)
Romaji
I want you in my plans babe
I want you in my plans babe ooh..ooh~
aju salmyeosi naege wa
deo dagawa deo now now now
imi jeonghae jin Scenario
aju salmyeosi naege wa
deo dagawa deo now now now
imi jeonghae jin Scenario
(naegewa) ijeneun ne mam beoryeo
(naegewa) naege seo tteonabeoryeo
(ppajyeobwa) apeseo kkeo jyeobeoryeo baby
Fall in Love Fall in Love Fall in Love
*neulgeu raet deutneon neomu nuni busyeo (nuni busyeo)
saranghae neol idaero gusog halge (Oh No No)
aju salmyeosi naege wa
deo dagawa deo now now now
I want you in my plans
I want you in my plans babe
imi jeonghaejin sesangee deo now now now
I want you in my plans
I want you in my plans
Deal Deal Deal
I Deal my Scenario 3x
(sarajyo) naegen neoha nan geol
(sarajyeo) wae geugeol moreuni neon
(bujokhae) neomaneul saranghalge baby
Go away Go away Go away
neulgeu raet deutnan yeoksi nege jillyeo (nege jillyeo)
piryo eopseo idaero tteonagajwo (nal tteonagajwo)
eodiro ga deunji sanggwan eopseo
nae mabeobe sarajil neo
My scenario~
Deal Deal Deal
I Deal my Scenario
Translation
I want you in my plans babe
Very gently
Come to me, closer
More Now Now Now
A scenario which has already been decided on
Very gently
Come to me, Closer
More Now Now Now
A Scenario which has already been decided on
(Come to me) Now, throw away your heart
(Come to me) Leave me
(Try giving yourself up) Disappear in front of me Baby
Fall in Love Fall in Love Fall in Love
It was always like that. You are really
Dazzling (Dazzling)
I love you like that
I will restrain myself (Oh No No)
Very gently
Come to me, Closer
More Now Now Now
I want you in my plans
I want you in my plans babe
To a world which has already been settled on, a Story
More Now Now Now
I want you in my plans
I want you in my plans
Deal Deal Deal
I Deal my Scenario
To me there is only you (Disappear)
Why don’t you know that? (You are lacking)
I will love only you Baby
Go away Go away Go away
It was always like that, as expected I
I am sick and tired of you (Sick and tired of you)
I don’t need you like that
Leave (Leave me)
No matter where you go to, I don’t care
You will disappear because of my spell.
Deal Deal Deal
I Deal my Scenario
6. Untitled Song Part 1
Romaji
Naega iron yegihan jeokitna
icheonsamnyeon myot gaewol yeonseub mudaerul machigo membeodeuri
chot shihambeul gapheuni haechiun urin icheonsanyeon idarui sinin
sumanheun sininsang geugot manuero manjok halsuga obsotdeon urindeo isang
chamji mothago manheungol baragi shijakhaetji
icheon eonyeon ilbon jinchul hangeuko sochorom modungeosi suwol haljul
arasseo cheot sigeul sacheon jangeul girokhago geutae beuto jasingameun churakhago marasseo
dwijido anheun ireo maeil sokso hwisaman
uril wihandan gam geumanin gam geumuroman
jinachin godokgwa nunmulgwa bunno
igosi uril hanaro mandeurotgo
haengyona oteoniri isseodo heojiji maljamyeon
neul hamkke hajamyeo
sorago joheun myeondulman dalma gajamyeo
maeum mogo dalreyonagan urindeudio oneunal
geuthorok ganjeolhido baraewatdeon ilwiril hangoya
gakja haendeuponeul jabgo gajogwa chingu ege yeonrakeul hangoya
geunari dagaon goya
geutaebuto modeungot duri jalpheulrigi sijakhaesseo
myeot sibman myeonwi guknae sangiran sangeul dahwim sulgo ingirul silgamhaesseo
nunmureun heureodo budeurobge ddorojineun gibun
eoddeon gipeum sulpeumboda haengbokhaetdon iyu
keutkaji pogi anhgo dalryeoun urin
eoddeon ganghamboda gangham, yeokshi hanaraneun iyu
imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heuril sudo obsojyo)
jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
hancham dalryeowatna
saenggak chido muthan keunbyeoke garyeojigo
ireohke eoduwotna raneun saenggake hancham moritsoe momurosseo
hanbeoneun ureon iri isseosseo
gal surok keojyeogamyeo nuroganeun biche
honjaseoneun gamdang hal seu obtneun irigie
yeojeone == geonne syeotdeon
[philyeohan geosi isseumyeon == urineun onjena seoro gajoginaka == philyohamyeon
== bilryeora ija eobtneun joheun eunhaenginika]
nan == yonggireul nayeo jeonhwareul goro buthakeul deuryeosseo
mwonga neukimeun isang haesseojiman wiji halsu itneun jeonbu yeosseunika
jomkeum doni otjiman urin yeongwonhi hamkehal geureon gajokinika
[== annya amuri == iraedo == chimyeon == andwae. anim ijarado naerae? geurohdamyeon saenggak jom haebolkke]
geumare neomu hwaga natjiman chamgo butageul dasi hanbeon deuryeosseo
jeonhwareul keunheosseo
heulleo naneun nunmureul meomchul suga eobseosseo
naega geudongan mideowatdeon gajogi aniraneun saenggage honran seureowo jyeosseo
urireul pilyoro haltaen gajog uriga pilyoro haltaen ==
galsurog singihan ildeulman manhajyeo man ganeun gibun
deudieo == naesseo daebageul mandeureo sangsangchido mothan == deuro
dan sorie gabyeoun georo == euro == neul meotdeureo
gasseo == seoroda deultteun nunbicheuro seororeul maju boasseo (boasseo)
yeolsimhi haetdamyeo seororeul chingchanhaesseo
geudae badeun == maineoseu sacehon manhwonhi
naega bon geosi jalmot bon geora saenggaghago dasi hwagineul haeboni
modeun geoshi gyeongbida
jenjang geu mandeon == nan gyeongbiro ppajyeotda?
sinbal otbal eodeon gyeongbigi otgirae geu mandeon == ro daraga?
domuji mideul suga obseosseo == jae == reul boyeondalrago haesseo
ah aratdamyeo boyaejugetdamyeo geureohke myeot jangwi == gyeolguk je ilman haesseo
shigani heureumyeon heureulsurok gunggeum jeungeun kkeojyeoga
== morireul moa saenggakhalsurok meoriman aphaga
majimageuro han madiman deo handamyeonya
== wihae seonmul hangogeum == geu == romyeot == eul bakkeunya
jeongmal jinsimeuro wihan == seonmuri eotnya
gyeolguk == myeongwiro modu sadaga segeum juriryeoneun saenggak jeongmal muotgatda
geuron wotgateun maindeuro yeojeon seonbaedeul geurohke == geonya
imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
jomjom do marasseo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
geurae geurohke haetdachyeo. chakhan uriga jinachyeo julge
geuraedo myeot nyeongan hamkke haeon uri gajokeul wihae ijeo julge
geuraedo geugeon anijanha uriege halmareun aniotjanha
majimak kkaji uril silmangsikiryeogo aju jakjongeul hangeonya?
geolryeoun jeonhwae handaneun mari == jeongmal midgi himdereotda
seonbaedeurui marirang ddoggata don == eun namgehago shipeotnya
manhneun gajog ege naega == myeon motdwige == dwilgeoran mareulhan
== wi mari nan meoritseo eseo ddeo na jil anhneunda
dweogdeo halmari manjiman i norae nagago == wi dweogdeo
urideureul gweropil saenggaghani jjajeungnaseo deoneun deo mothagesseo
amuteun urin himdeureotjiman yeolsimhi jal saragago isseo
== gweropimedo jeongmal useulyeogo noryeoghago isseo
igeon uriga sangpumeuroseoi nolyeogi jeoldae aniya
inganeuroseo naega jugneun nal huhwehago sipji anhdaneun nolyeogin geotppuniya
geurae gyeolgugeun JYJ,eojewa naeil, harujongil saenggaghaebwado
geudaewa jigeumwi chai reul neukkil su itneun 25, naui nai
ije geuman peneul noheulyeogo hae
geuraedo na jigeum maeumeun pyeonhae
paenui sarangeul neukkil su isseuni
maeum hankyeone ssahin jimeul teoreobeotilkkahae
swiun iri eobtdajiman sog pyeonhae
urin paeniran gajogeul gajyeoteunikka haengbokhae
neul saenggaghae neohuil
saranghae
geureoni kkeutkkaji uri mideojul su itgetni
saranghandago yaegihal su itgetni
eonjekkajina urin nolyeoghalteni
neul uri gyeote isseojul su itgetni
ajig uriegen neohwideuri isseuni
neohwi egen urideuri isseuni
yaksokhae, modeungeol geolgo boyeojulkke
== urin JYJ
imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
jomjom do marajyo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
imi byeonhan nege (hangsang geujarie solsu obseoyo)
meonjeo dora seolge (hangsang nunmul heulil sudo obsojyo)
jomjom do marasseo ganeun neoui ireumman bullobolge (jeohaneul molli nal nalryo juseyo)
“seongbyeogeul nopigo, mundo gudge dadatne
sarangeun gusoghaji anhneun beobil ajanha
sarangeun jayurobge nowajuneun geot
geugeot dawin barajido anha
geu banwi banwi bando mothan
neohwideuri mandeun urineun
yeongwonhan umuran gaeguri”
ajik hago sipeun iyagiga manheunde
oneureun yeogikkajiman halge
Translation
Have I told you this kind of story before?
In 2003, we completed a few months of probation period, and we finished our first task with ease.
In 2004, we were employees of the month, and achieved many best results, but we couldn’t be satisfied with those alone.
We weren’t able to endure anymore and we started wishing for more things.
In 2005 we branched overseas, and we thought it would be easy like how it was in Korea.
For our first challenge, we recorded our worst results and from then on, our confidence dropped.
A languge we couldn’t even speak,
Everyday, we stayed at the place we were living at and our company
They said it was for our own sake and that that imprisonment was not an imprisonment.
Extreme loneliness, tears, rage; all of these made us united as one.
Even if anything were to happen by chance, we said that we would not leave each other…
While saying that we would only resemble each other’s good side,
We made up our minds and ran off.
Finally, one day, we achieved the best like how we had earnestly wished for.
We each took our handphones and contacted our family and friends.
That day was approaching,
From then on, everything started turning out well.
Selling tens of thousands of records and winning every award, we felt our results.
Even though tears flowed, it felt like they fell gently.
Because compared to any kind of sadness, we were happy.
Till the end, we do not give up and come running.
Strength greater than any other strength.
As expected, because we were one.
You who have already changed (I can’t always stay there.)
I will turn my back on you first (It wasn’t possible to just keep on crying.)
You, who are going further away from me gradually, I will just call your name. (Please fly me far away to that sky)
Running for a while,
Covered by a huge wall beyond imagination
The thought “Has it always been this dark” remained in my head for a while
Such a thing happened once
Business expenses which were increasing, Debts which kept increasing
Something that I couldn’t handle on my own
This is something our boss said to us in the past
If you need anything, just say it, since we will always be family.
Whatever you need, just say it
Those words gave me courage and I made a phone call to ask for a favour
Though I felt something strange, because he was someone I could rely on,
Because they were a family which would be together with us forever,
I gathered the courage to request the favour, but what I received was just a cold rejection.
Though I was very angry with his reply, I held it in and requested for the favour again.
He hung up.
I couldn’t stop the tears which flowed.
I was in a state of confusion over the thought that they weren’t the family that I had believed they were for that period.
When he needed us, we were family, When we needed him, we were strangers.
It felt that as time went by, more amazing things happened.
Hearing that we had finally created success overseas and achieved results which we never imagined we would,
I entered the office with light steps on our pay day.
We members looked at each other with excited gazes while facing each other.
We praised each other saying that we had worked hard.
But the accounts statement we received at that time recorded that we were at a deficit.
Thinking that I had seen wrongly, I tried verifying again,
Everything were expenses.
Damn, How could that huge amount have been solely used to cover the expenses?
What kind of expenses? Where did that huge sum of money fly to?
I couldn’t believe it at all so I requested that they show me the detailed statement of the accounts which I had never calculated before.
They said they understood and they would show it to me, but in the end, I never saw those pieces of paper and only worked.
As time went by, my curiosity grew.
The more we put our heads together to think about it, the more we got a headache.
Lastly, if I were to say just one more thing,
Those things which we did for the company,
Were they truly meant for the company?
Ok, Let’s just say that they were. We are kind and will overlook it.
For us and the company, who have been together for many years, we will forget it.
Even so, that wasn’t right. Those weren’t words you should be saying to us.
Did you really plan to disappoint us right till the very end?
From the calls I received, you talked behind the team member’s back. It was really hard to trust you.
It was exactly as what the seniors had said. Did you want to keep the people who make money for you?
He said the family which we talked about in the company would make things difficult for us if we were to leave to company.
Those words by that senior could not leave my head.
Though there is more that I want to say, when this song gets out,
There would be someone who would torment us. Thinking of this makes me frustrated and I don’t think I can continue.
In any case, though it is tough, we are working hard to live well.
Despite someone tormenting us, we are working hard to really smile.
This is definitely not an effort which we made just for a product.
This is an effort made because as a human, on the day that I die, I do not want to have any regrets.
Yes, in the end it is JYJ.
Yesterday and Today, though I thought for a whole day,
I am able to feel the difference between then and now at 25, my age.
Now I will put down my pen.
Even so, my heart is at ease.
Because I can feel the fans’ love…
I did it because I thought I would be able to empty the pile of burdens I had in my heart.
Though nothing is easy, I am at ease inside.
We are happy because we have a family which is you fans.
I am always thinking of you all…
I love you.
So, will you be able to believe in us till the end?
Will you be able to say that you love us?
Since we will work hard till forever, will you be able to be at our side.
Since, to us, you are still here,
And to you, we are here.
I promise, I will hang out everything and show it to you.
Yes, we are JYJ.
“You have raised the castle walls and closed the door firmly too.
They say that love is not an imprisonment.
Love is releasing someone to be free.
I don’t even wish for such things.
We, made by you, are not even half of half of half of that,
And will forever be frogs in a well.”
(Excerpt from Musical Mozart)
Though there are still many things I want to talk about,
I will stop here today.
